 My little-itsy-bitty-profile... Who am I?I'm an anime obsessed- sixteen-yearold-writer-junior-in-highschool-bi-girly-freak-girl. Rawr. Run in fear.
Anime obsessed? Which ones? Gravitation
Yami no Matsuei
Love Mode
Sakende Yazure!
Count Cain
Fruits Basket
Kaine
Boys Next Door
X/1999
Saiyuki
Weiß Kreuz
D.N. Angel
FAKE
Eerie Queerie!
GetBackers
Kenshin
Angel Sanctary
... Anything with possible hints of shounen ai. ^^;
Shounen ai? So you're a fan?
...I suppose you could say that. I'm usually called a raving lunatic, though.
Well, other than that... Gravitation... It's first. Whyyy???
Too naive... too innocent...
It's an uber luvable anime. ^^ Shuichi-- so kawaii and at the same time such a dork. n.n I love him. Him and his girly self, even if I do have to explain to unsaid people that, yes, Shuichi is male. xx; Thus it is called SHOUNEN ai. n.n;
...a little ice will do you well, just don't let that flame go out...
One more ice statue...
Oh and Yuki! He's a bastard, he just really is, and there is no denying it. And yea, there are those rare moments where he shows that he does have some slight emotion towards Shuichi, but like I said it's rare. Then, when you add in his past, you can very well understand why he's such a bastard. Despite that. He's still a bastard, just an understood bastard. ^_^ I love him.
...with enough warmth, the ice will melt away...
So immature. You'll never learn...
Oo; And I'm a Ryuichi Sakuma fan. n.n He is God. Did you see him wearing the frilly white shirt in episode eight? Oh, and his voice actor... just... ::drool:: Bishounen. n.n' He's a puzzle, though. One moment glaring at Shuichi, the next glomping him to the floor. Maybe it's just me, but I swear Ryuichi loves Shuichi. Did anyone else get a hint of that?
Then why do I fell the heat of glare on my back?... Maybe I'll never see through your mask; never see you...
Hmm... Do you write?
Of course. I also looovvvee reading fanfictions... But I have many wonderful ideas myself, and I've made several stories... n.n;; Alas, I've only finished a few. Most of my stories end up on paper, but I can never manage to get it on my computer... I always end up distracted. n.n"
...Take it you're an internet person.
Hell yea. Nothing more to say to that.
Anything else you feel you need to say?
"I don't feel like drinking with you. And don't talk to me." (Reno)
"Because you drive me mad when you're here and you drive me mad when you're not. Because I can tell you things like 'get out' and 'leave', but I never do. Because all the shit you'll ever tell me afterwards is that you love me, the unfeeling bastard that I am." (Yuki)
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Sunday, November 23, 2003
Anime!!!!... update.
My update is here, finally! ^^ Well yes... Oo; I got Yami no Matsuei... >< Alas I had to send it back. Episodes 4-6 and 10-13 do not work. I'm just praying to get Yami back before the end of my holiday break. I am totally obsessed with it, so the sooner the better...
Hisoka Kurosaki. The most adorable and angsty bishounen in the series! n.n I love him. Oo And I hate Muraki. Muraki was the one who originally killed Hisoka, but Muraki couldn't just kill him, no. Muraki stripped him, raped him, and cursed him. Poor Hisoka was only thirteen, and he suffered, in pain, for three entire years before finally dying.
And even in death Muraki hunts him. Since Hisoka becomes a Shinigami detective he ends up meeting up with Muraki... Alas, Hisoka does not remember Muraki, but Muraki defintely remembers him. Again, Muraki almost kills Hisoka, using him as a lure for Tsuzuki. Constantly, Muraki ends up torturing Hisoka, but Muraki never regards Hisoka as more than a toy, a lure, and obstacle. Thankfully, at least Tsuzuki regards him as more... Then again, Tsuzuki's feelings for Hisoka only make Muraki resent and hate Hisoka more.
Quotes
"Never forgive the bad ones." ~ Omi Tsukiyono (Weiß Kreuz)
"When angels are forced out of heaven they become demons." ~ Vicious (Cowboy Bebop)
"You won't die while I'm around. I won't be accused of abandoning you. You won't lay that guilty on me!" ~ Inuyasha (Inu Yasha)
::when asked what the Iris means::
"Yeah. 'Happiness will surely come.' ... But it's ironic that we won't ever be able to see those words come true for us." ~ Omi Tsukiyono (Weiß Kreuz)
"Is it so wrong to believe in someone? Fighting against our friends... Is this our punishment? I can't believe this! It couldn't be a sin! This can't be our punishment!" ~ Omi Tsukiyono (Weiß Kreuz)
"It would've been hell living like this anyway. I'll see you later." ~ Youji Kudou (Weiß Kreuz)
"Because you drive me mad when you're here, and you drive me mad when you're not. Because I can tell you things like 'get out' and 'leave', but I never do. Because after all the shit the only thing you're ever gonna tell me afterwards, is that you love me, the unfeeling bastard that I am." ~ Eiri Yuki (Gravitation)
"Hey, taking both the good things and the bad things, and adding everything together and dividing by two, and getting along great - I want to spend my life that way," ~ Shuichi (Gravitation)
"To hold someone you love - to protect someone frail - somebody's crying again today - At the risk of my life, I'll burn out in time. Kiss the moment. " Weiß Kreuz Opening
"People who are kind people are shedding tears, but no body understands them. And the colony is satisfied right now... You people are satisfied with that! I will never forget this day. You people... I'll make sure that you don't either. You won't forget this day... mwhawmawha!" ~ Quatre Rabera Winner (Gundam Wing)
"The future breaks your heart and crushes your smile." ~ Weiß Kreuz (Strafe Opening)
"I don't feel like drinking with you. And don't talk to me." ~ Reno to Rude (Final Fantasy VII)
"A pro isn't someone who sacrficies himself for a job... That's just a fool." Reno (Final Fantasy VII)
Broken angel dream at 4:49 pm by Yume-no-Tenshi
Sunday, November 09, 2003
Ah, Sin, when ya gonna learn?
New-new-NEWS!
Oo; It's been a while since I've updated... ^^ Ne, gomen-nasaiiii!!! Things have been hectic, well, atleast, to the point where I don't quite have the energy and time to make these updates. Ah, but here I am, reporting on the norms and non-norms of my life! ^^' Joy.
Anyways, there are a few things going on... Oo; Like this week for example. Tuesday I'm out of school for Veterans Day, and the next day I'll be on a school field trip to the Stennis Space Center. So Thursday I'll have much homework to catch up on. xx; And then Friday I'm going on a field trip to a Reinnace(sp?) Fair... Joyful, really. So much work to catch up on and so little time.
Oh well, least I get out of school. And of course, I get Yami no Matsuei, the entire series, in the mail this week! XD Yea-yea-yea! ^.^ Yami-Yami-Yai! Oo The bishounens... the yaoi... The shibbiness!!!
Writing... Writer's Corner.
Oooh, I have so many ideas right now! ^.^ I swear, I'm overflowing with creativeness! Oo I say Matrix 3 sorta is my inspiration... It was so sad. ;.; Trinity was kewl and they like, killed her... <<; It was sad. And Neo he was blinded...and... >< I'm a little off target here. ^^; Ah. Anyways.
I have four particular fictions I'm working on, and only one being a fanfic.
Weiß Kreuz: Zerrubecht (Shattered)
My fanfic and, yes, it is a Weiss fanfic. Oo; Matter of fact the main couple is Ken x Nagi, which is quite an odd little couple... I don't believe I've read a Ken x Nagi fanfic before in my life. <<; It's like putting Crawford and Omi together, it's like a sin. ^^; 'xactly my reasoning.
Black and White Hearts
Just odddd... xx; But I love it. ^^; It's on chapter three or four... Progressing rather slowly, but all of my work does. <<; It's basically a little twisty tale about a hero named "Trinity" who's trying to get revenge against this evil prince named "Xavier" who murdered his family. Oo; Of course, in the end I make Trinity out to be the villian. ^_^; The whole plot. Because... honestly. A villian can't be all evil, can they? Because after all of it, they're still human.
Project ANGEL
This one is going places. ^.^ A nice fanfic with enough plot to pass around... It's going to be sad though. <<; Be prepared for a bloody ending. ^^ The main character is Sen (sin) and he hears voices. ::snickers:: Okay, he's a telepath. Either way... Lemme quote Youji and his little tattoo. "Sin, when ya gonna learn?"
Chibi Hearts (basically untitled, but it goes by this)
A sweeet little story. ^^; It's basically about two guys surviving their love for eachother. The youngest, Tetsuya (who moved to America from Japan only a few years ago), is still in highschool, but his father has basically disowned him because of his relationship with Kyle. But that's old history.
Tetsuya's love (not lover) is Kyle, a second year college student. Kyle owns a small house which his parents helped him buy, but none the less, Kyle is the one who struggles to pay the bills. He goes to college three days a week, and has to keep his grades up to keep his scholarships, and he has to keep his job to pay the bills. Tetsuya who's just now a senior is also trying to help pay, taking up a job at the local book store while Kyle works at a fastfood place.
Needless to say, things aren't exactly easy, especially after Kyle gets into a wreck, smashing his car to pieces and landing Tetsuya in the hospital. It's sweet though... From the daily arguements on where the remote is and who takes out the trash to the point where Kyle is about to have a nervous breakdown before finals and Tetsuya's utter depression over being rejected by Kyle's college... It's going to be a long journey.
((Ne, ne, anyone actually interested in reading any of these... <<; And since I still am working on them. If you want just leave me your email and I'll send them to ya. ^^ ))
Broken angel dream at 1:31 am by Yume-no-Tenshi
Thursday, October 09, 2003
x.x Neeeeeeeeee... I hate being smart. And kind. I should be a smart evil bastard like Yuki. =^_^= .... Alas, I'm not. >< Today I was busily helping the world out with my smarts. Saving my team in Biology class a treadfully embarassing score and then writing a freakin' essay for my friend... ::sigh:: Blair owes me big. I hate being used, and that's how I felt all freaking day.
^,~ Tomorrow I'm not telling anyone anything! n.n; They already call me anti-social anywayz, might as well be a bastard and fit the role.
Ne-ne, la li ho! ^_^ Today's been a bad day, that's for sure! >< In spite of that, I've got my good and cheerful attitude back in place. n.n Never fear, Shuichi's random insanity has lifted my spirits... Of course... Then there was that sad part...
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Hiro, obviously on the his cellphone, asked, "Wait... Where are you?"
The voice that answered wasn't what he was expecting. No doubt it was Shuichi's number that had showed up, but the dull and sullen voice that answered... "Right outside your home..."
"Can't you come up?" Hiro instantly asked, voice starting to waver with worry.
"But-- I can't move, Hiro... Come and save me."
The very voice told Hiro enough, like his bestfriend was on the verge of tears, and in the blink of an eye he was outside his apartment building... Sure enough there was Shuichi, on the ground, in the rain, leaning against the wall, bleeding and broken.
Seeing his bestfriend, Shuichi looked up, forcing a smile to his painfully split lips. "Because- I love really Yuki." Slowly though, it started to wan, and tears started to form in his sapphire eyes. "I don't want to give him any trouble...Why?" His voice cracked and a tear slipped from his defenses. "Because I am a man? Because I am famous? So I can't be with him?"
"What's wrong with being together," Tears were falling now, Hiro could plainly see, but the rain was doing a good job hiding it... And Shuichi didn't even take a breath, even as his tiny fist slammed into the concrete, his bony heaving forward, trying to stiffle a sob. "...with someone I love?" He finished, trying to shelter another sob that was raking his frail and broken form.
It broke Hiro's heart...Hiroshi love Shuichi; his best friend and even at one point Hiro loved him as more than a friend... Hell, Hiro still did... And seeing him like this... Because of someone he loved... It hurt. Those tears started forming in Hiro's eyes as well, even as he was standing there watching Shuichi pound his fist into the ground for answers... "Nothing wrong... Nothing... You're right, Shuichi." Hiro finally spoke, his voice mirroring his tears. "Nothing wrong..."
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Shhhhhhhhhhhhiiiiiibbby! n.n That was motivational!... Now I feel like writing... xx; Just need to come up with something to write. ^^;; Any ideas?
Broken angel dream at 9:15 pm by Yume-no-Tenshi
Wednesday, October 08, 2003
Shibby! My first entry! n.n And I'm pretty content, too; a lots been's happening.
AST: The first order of business!
AST: Alpha Stigma Taua... Oo; Or something like that. n.n; Anywhoooo, it's the service club I'm in, and yay. We have a "topless" car wash this weekend. u.u Ten am, too... Of course, it's not really topless for those that are thinking that!! n.n; We're basically faking that to lure in people... oo; Then we're washing the bottom of the car and making them pay more if they want the top washed. n.n Thus was the idea from our wonderful Mistress.
Anime... anime... anime. What else for the obsessed?
A joy really, I've found this uber shibby anime site that sells anime imported dvds and accepts checks. n.n Ish so happy! Oo; Because honestly, credit cards suck. ^^; Anywho, I've already bought Gravitation from them, and I'm really content right now. Not to mention Gravitation was only like, what, twenty dollars? XD I'm so glad. o.o; Of course, at the same time, I want to kill the anime's subtitle people... They did a horrible job; even renamed the characters. It's alright though! ^_^ I'm just happy enough to have the anime!
Oh, and I guess here I should mention I've just ordered X TV Series part 2 and Weiß Kreuz OVA and pocky! n.n; Not the shibbiest anime, but I like both. Actually I'm obsessed with Weiß, or atleast was, and when I heard that the Weiß die in there, I had to get it... And X... Eh... ^^ I found it recently and bought volume one... It kind started an obsession. xx; All the characters, aside from Kamui, die. Or atleast that's what I've heard. I figure the anime will have me crying and flooding the house, because I've already got an obsession on Subaru. XD Yes, I've read too much Tokyo Babylon... xx; Looking at it, anyway...
I'm really exicited about the pocky part too, of course. As long as I've known and heard of pocky, I've never actually had any, so I'm eager to get it. ^^ Being a Shuichi fan and Gravitation fan, I ordered strawberry pocky. n.n It just looked shibby; thus even if I don't like how it tastes... which isn't even possible... I can put it on display! XD
Fanfiction... any ideas?
Of course!!! ^_^ A lot, really! xx; I just don't know how to get them to paper. ^^ Earlier this week I had the idea of the Weiß boys in an asylum, but upon reading a shibby fic... And in the fic, basically Omi got kidnapped by Schwartz and Nagi kidnapped by Weiß... Which at first ticked me off. ><; Nagi was getting pampered by Ken, and Omi was getting drugged and abused by Schwartz... But that's beside the point... Alot happen, and Weiss and Schwartz were suppose to be working together, and they were suppose to switch members back, but Nagi basically pleaded for Weiss to let him stay... Thus Weiss didn't get Omi back.
What was odd, was that during Omi's stay with Schwartz, he almost always had a one with him while he was awake, and he spent atleast a week or more with them... Omi slowly began to understand Schwartz. Schuldich opened up enough to the boy's questions that Omi got to understand that each of the Schwartz members had been abused and misused their entire lives; that Schwartz had a reason behind their actions... even if it was revenge.
Farfie even opened up to Omi a little... Showing Omi a surprisingly almost gentle side to the killer by telling him, "It's wrong to hurt animals... God says animals don't go to heaven... And we have to be caring with them because animals don't have a hereafter." Another truly wonderful time was when Omi recognizied Crawford acting somewhat fatherly toward Farfie, comforting him in what Farfie wanted; to see God first.
It was truly a wonderful fanfic. Omi started even wondering, what would have happen had Schwartz let go of their hate? Or what if he hadn't let go of his own hate? Would he have ended up with them?
It was inspirational, simply and only that. n.n It gave me ideas, and it helps that I'm a Schwartz fan. Of course, it made me realize, that almost every member of Weiß would fit in Schwartz perfectly. And it's got me thinking up a fic... I don't know how it would end, though.
I can't see any member of Weiß or Schwartz leaving for the otherside. It'd be like disowning your family... Weiß and Schwartz both have a strong bond amongst their members, and I suppose that'd be something I'd hit a lot on in the fic... Right now I only have a vague sketch though. Something akin to Schwartz kidnapping Omi because Nagi is in a comma, but more importantly, lost. They need someone, good with computers, to hunt him down. Thus being Omi.
Broken angel dream at 7:43 am by Yume-no-Tenshi
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